my pontian's life...

WOAH!!!...
long long time didnt update my blog dy...hee

What am i doing during these few months??
actually...i was being a lazy bug at my lovely hometown...haha
doing the same thing everyday...
wake up...
have my brunch..
watch tv...
online...
prepare dinner...
take my shower...
have my dinner v family...
38 v my parents...
online again..
kacau my sister...
sleep..ZZzzz
--done--

this is my timetable everyday...haha..enjoyable life...
wahaha...
ohya..sometime will go to jb...
n go out v my friends who in Pontian...
hee...

BUT BUT BUT...something difference on tomorrow...
pity me...
not like bk, jt,yh,yee n jynee...
bk---> pahang
jt---> chang mai
yh---> Italy...
ky---> Japan...
jynee---> forgot dy... :p

sob sob sob...
me???!!! MELACCA... haiz..
better than nothing la..hee

although the place i go just melacca...
but i am so exited too, cause long long time didnt go out v my pontian's gang but only 5 ppl there...hee
lilin, bee, von, steven and a pui...
hope we all can have a nice trip ya...hee
c u all tomorrow..wahaha...
MELACCA pls waited for us...hee

p/s: 58 more days in Malaysia...

my new 'baby'...

huey ling's bac..

im here..n im fine too..
thanks u guys so care on me..
let me introduce my new baby..
DELL XPS..im still haven decided the name yet..hee
any suggestion??hee..
'she' will be the one who accompany me in my australia's live..hee
muackss..









































ohya..this is my little cute mouse...





everybody have their own task to do..but me??
so bored at home..

hiaz..where r u all??
don't leave me alone...
hee...i miss u all..


left 3 months n 26 days in malaysia..

gone..

everything gone..
feeling empty and moody...
thanks for everything that you had done for me..
i will always rememeber ur good..
sorry for i decided to pull up my leg from our future path..
take good care of urself..


luv,
hl

genting trip...

GENTING TEAM~~~







so so so tired n dizzy..feel like a thousand of stars are revolved around me..
my body was starting remonstrate since 14/9..
suffer from insomnia + flu + cough + headache + dizzy
terrible huh?

just got back from genting highland..
WE, bing kun, jing ting, cyprian, kevin, liu liu, jynee, kelvin, tun yong, wen hao and me..
we were went forward with great strength and vigor on Saturday morning, but..
we were got back like a worm..so tired..hee

SATURDAY..
bk,jt,kevin,ll,jy n hl went to bistro for taking breakfast at 8.30am..
9am we met my 3 grandsons at inti bus stop..then we started waiting..waiting n waiting..
finally a bus came, but, so sad...tat was "airport liner"..and then we continued waiting..waiting..
2nd airport liner came and go..3rd airport liner came again and go again...
tat was around 10.30am dy..we cannot tahan anymore, then we decided to take texi..MANATAU..when we open the taxi's door..a sepang bus came...
HAIZ..no choice..fate again..
then KTM-ing, LRT-ing to gombak..we reached Gombak around 12.30pm..
another indignant thing happen..
only leave 2p.m. bus to go up to genting..that's mean we have to spend around 1 and half hours in Gombak..
AHH~~~!!!...haiz..
jynee suggested we take LRT back again to some where's jusco..crazy huh??
ya..i think so.. wakaka

At last, we arrived genting at 3.30pm..
check in the hotel..
walking here n there..
eating here n there..
around 2am..we started play a game called "ping pang wah edition".
y have edition thing?
because we r not only play the ping pang wah..we were adding 3 more in..hee
crazy huh? hee

SUNDAY..
woke up at 8.00am..we planned to go out at 9am..but somebody cannot wake up on time..hee
so, we only can check out on 10.30am...
after that..we started playing on 12..
play play play...
play play play...
then get back to inti around 8.30pm...

liuliu said gonna take dinner together at 9.30pm but i cannot make it, cause i have no more strength dy..feeling dizzy n headache here..so sad..cannot join u all..
hee..good night everyone..





where is my tweety bird?
tats mine..



i gonna EAT u...

i cant do anything for u..

i hate my eyes..let me see what a dark world..

i hate Pisces..too emo, rely on everything, not resolute at all..

i hate my sixth sense..let me know Wat ppl is thinking and cannot be me..

sometime i will think like izzit I'm in the right decision?

i knew many ppl not agree v my decision but i still choose it..is it I'm wrong?

i admit some thing i have to change but i didn't do it..keep on repeating the same..

I'm good in give guidance to others but not me..

someone told me, i don't know how to protect myself..

YES, i am. I'm believed in "how much i get depends on how much I'd paid".This is the

thing i always do, but what am i getting in the end? even I'd done everything for

u..NOTHING..but i still do it..My purpose very simple, i just don't wanna get hurt by ppl, so, i

wont do anything that will get ppl hurt..that's all..izzit very difficult huh??

someone told me, I'm too care about other's feeling but don't know wat i really want..

i admit, i used to stay in ppl shadow..i knew wat ppl want, then i will do extra but not lesser to

them..i feel I'm no qualms upon my self-examination in everything but why? why i always be

the person who get hurt more? I'm just trying to be the person that u want me to be..

i wished to change but i don't know how to change..

i hope to change but the situation not allow me to change..

i gonna be change but I'm not dare to face the change..

maybe I'm too incompetent, or

maybe i just wanna escape on it..

SORRY..

i really dont know what i gonna do..

i just wana have a win-win situation..

difficult huh??

who can teach me?

left 4 months and 28 days in Malaysia

bac to pontian..

quite long time never update my blog dy..hee

at my hometown now..one word can describe my pontian's life---bored..
all my frens are not having holiday same as me..so sad..

somemore..my baby not at here also..haiz..ady planned everything but suddenly my baby sick, kena back to sdk for body check out..haiZ..so sad n so pity.. hee

FOR CYPRIAN LEE NYIT LOONG..
im forcing u back early from sdk if not i will be dead..
pls back early la..miss u so much geh..haiz..

FOR all my pals in PONTIAN..
pls let me know if ur back to Pontian..

FOR my INTI's sisters n brothers..
Quickly decide the time when u gonna come...hee



my first 4 days in Pontian...

FULL STOP for the page in INTI life...

final is coming..mean i have to leave inti soon..

very lucky that i came inti to study..

i never regret that i choose inti nilai to continue my part of my life..

but now i have to go to another place to begin another portion of my life..im not willing to part with these beautiful memories but i have to..

somebody asked me..if u r not willing to part with these memories, why dont u continue it but choose to leave these memories? my answer is..this is the way to let me achieve my ambition and i think this is the best future for me..nobody can influence my decision..

somebody may think I'm very selfish and obstinate..but this is the time to let me learn how to be independent and open up my view..i have to be selfish and have to be obstinate..

For my family..

i have to be braved..u all are the most important person in my life..Sorry for i never listen your words and choose a course that have to part v u all for 2 or more years..2 years later, i will be ur proud daughter (for papa n mama) and sister (for bro n sis)..pls prepare yourself to wait for me..

For my friends..

thanks for u all had given me a dazzling memories and thanks for being an important character in my life..

i don't expect to be the most important person in your life, i just hope that one day if u all ever hear my name, u'll smile and say "That is my friend"..

For my love..

thanks for accompanying me for these few years..sorry for i gonna be apart with u..thanks for everything that u gave me..the only thing that i wan u to do is..please take good care of yourself..i wont be ur side to look after u when ur sick..so please promise me once..

i dont knw whether ur promise can it be trusted or not (cause u always break ur promise..)..

but i hope our relationship will be until the end of my life..

and also please help me take care of my family too..

ONCE thank you everyone!!..

im very appreciated ur care, ur support n ur wishes..

hope all the best in everything..

Luv & hugs

huey ling..

last 5 days in INTI..