gone..

everything gone..
feeling empty and moody...
thanks for everything that you had done for me..
i will always rememeber ur good..
sorry for i decided to pull up my leg from our future path..
take good care of urself..


luv,
hl

genting trip...

GENTING TEAM~~~







so so so tired n dizzy..feel like a thousand of stars are revolved around me..
my body was starting remonstrate since 14/9..
suffer from insomnia + flu + cough + headache + dizzy
terrible huh?

just got back from genting highland..
WE, bing kun, jing ting, cyprian, kevin, liu liu, jynee, kelvin, tun yong, wen hao and me..
we were went forward with great strength and vigor on Saturday morning, but..
we were got back like a worm..so tired..hee

SATURDAY..
bk,jt,kevin,ll,jy n hl went to bistro for taking breakfast at 8.30am..
9am we met my 3 grandsons at inti bus stop..then we started waiting..waiting n waiting..
finally a bus came, but, so sad...tat was "airport liner"..and then we continued waiting..waiting..
2nd airport liner came and go..3rd airport liner came again and go again...
tat was around 10.30am dy..we cannot tahan anymore, then we decided to take texi..MANATAU..when we open the taxi's door..a sepang bus came...
HAIZ..no choice..fate again..
then KTM-ing, LRT-ing to gombak..we reached Gombak around 12.30pm..
another indignant thing happen..
only leave 2p.m. bus to go up to genting..that's mean we have to spend around 1 and half hours in Gombak..
AHH~~~!!!...haiz..
jynee suggested we take LRT back again to some where's jusco..crazy huh??
ya..i think so.. wakaka

At last, we arrived genting at 3.30pm..
check in the hotel..
walking here n there..
eating here n there..
around 2am..we started play a game called "ping pang wah edition".
y have edition thing?
because we r not only play the ping pang wah..we were adding 3 more in..hee
crazy huh? hee

SUNDAY..
woke up at 8.00am..we planned to go out at 9am..but somebody cannot wake up on time..hee
so, we only can check out on 10.30am...
after that..we started playing on 12..
play play play...
play play play...
then get back to inti around 8.30pm...

liuliu said gonna take dinner together at 9.30pm but i cannot make it, cause i have no more strength dy..feeling dizzy n headache here..so sad..cannot join u all..
hee..good night everyone..





where is my tweety bird?
tats mine..



i gonna EAT u...

i cant do anything for u..

i hate my eyes..let me see what a dark world..

i hate Pisces..too emo, rely on everything, not resolute at all..

i hate my sixth sense..let me know Wat ppl is thinking and cannot be me..

sometime i will think like izzit I'm in the right decision?

i knew many ppl not agree v my decision but i still choose it..is it I'm wrong?

i admit some thing i have to change but i didn't do it..keep on repeating the same..

I'm good in give guidance to others but not me..

someone told me, i don't know how to protect myself..

YES, i am. I'm believed in "how much i get depends on how much I'd paid".This is the

thing i always do, but what am i getting in the end? even I'd done everything for

u..NOTHING..but i still do it..My purpose very simple, i just don't wanna get hurt by ppl, so, i

wont do anything that will get ppl hurt..that's all..izzit very difficult huh??

someone told me, I'm too care about other's feeling but don't know wat i really want..

i admit, i used to stay in ppl shadow..i knew wat ppl want, then i will do extra but not lesser to

them..i feel I'm no qualms upon my self-examination in everything but why? why i always be

the person who get hurt more? I'm just trying to be the person that u want me to be..

i wished to change but i don't know how to change..

i hope to change but the situation not allow me to change..

i gonna be change but I'm not dare to face the change..

maybe I'm too incompetent, or

maybe i just wanna escape on it..

SORRY..

i really dont know what i gonna do..

i just wana have a win-win situation..

difficult huh??

who can teach me?

left 4 months and 28 days in Malaysia