Complicated...

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i dont knw wad to say and how to say..its really hard..
this few weeks..my mood and the things tat happened on myself was so.....haiz...
my studies...my relationship...was so happening..
im poor in translating my feeling into word..somemore in english tim..hee
but dont worry guys..I can handle it well..hope so...hee
1st week of my final year first sem..1 word can describe it...BUSY...
a lot of articles, magazines, adnews, group assessments, individual assignments, MARKSTRAT and exams...OMG...
Final year in Aus..starting thinking on my future..
where i gonna stay on?
who i gonna stick with?
wad decision i gonna go on?
AAHHH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!
dont think dont think...will be fine..opps..should say "i'm fine"..hee

finally got 1 thing make me happy...
Social Board..wohoo..congratulations to all the Social Board's committee ya...
best event and best night..haha..
really really great to hear it..thanks kevin n dixon, brought me this superb good news..hee..
cheer..getting high expectation to SB..hee..glad to be one of the SB's "senior"..OMG..so old..hee
congratulations once again..hee

to dearest u..
thanks for brought me to a happiness life since last month..im not used to say my words out then..so decided to write down on here...this is the best decision for u then..i really really dont wana c u suffer alone over there...the purpose that i decided to be with you not because of making u worries or suffer.. i wish to help u but i dont knw wad can i do for u..sigh...so, this decision maybe can help reduce some stress gua..hope then..hee..dont worry..i'm fine then..hee..
busy life will lead me to less extra thinking but still will keep contact with u..hee..
although we nid to be separate for few months or a year..hope everything will maintain the same as now..haha..wad a big decision then..hee..
HL's quote "future cannot predict"..let's try our best then..hee...
dont be moody again..u knw i dont wana c tat..cheer...i knw its quite hard for u..but u have to..promise? hee..
yesterday i told u, if u fall in luv v others or found a gal who suit u more in this few months or a year then i will hate u..hee..but if the thing really happen..dont worry just go to her..no nid to care about my side, i hope u can stay happiness no matter the gal who beside u is still me or others...hee...but should tell me earlier if not i will still hate u..hahaha.. :p
Happy 1st Month Anniversary then..lets continue our relationship after a year loh..cheer for the big big decision..heee..miss ya..
P/s: sorry for yesterday thing.. :p